★ 3.0the more i watch this show, the more i feel disgusted with myself for finding entertainment in this kind of show… to be clear, i absolutely do not enjoy the abuse of humanity aspect of the show, but finding entertainment even in the story surrounding it at all makes me feel sick to my stomach.
sort of the way i feel about people who do their makeup and watch or discuss “true crime”. sometimes i watch SVU while cooking and i fear what it might do to my brain in the long run. casually consuming this kind of horror whilst doing something as mundane as cooking. I don’t know man.
maybe i’m overthinking it.
